love me love me love me
I promised myself and my friend to try this out. So here I am.I’m trying to love myself,i’m trying to accept my nature,accept the beauty i don’t want to see.
and you know all these words are quite senseless
i know it’s right to love yourself! it’s a way to find all the best that’s hidden inside.But somehow it takes so much courage. It came to the point when my friends tell me that i wouldnt be who i am now and they wouldnt love me so if i had a different body.They saw all the suffering marks and they understand.But still i feel like i would be happier if i were thin…idk i just feel so uncomfortable.
and i feel guilty for food
but i’m on my way right…oh